Downtime

candles
music
bubble bath
all i need.

letting go

Honestly i dont even know if it's possible....

somebody has to say it

"oh thats just how bobbyjoe is"
when you sugarcoat things ppl think shit sweet...(hence the sugar)

kaidens first christmas!!!!

MY BABY'S FIRST CHRISTMAS WAS GREAT!
this little boy is beyonnnnnnd spoiled!
had daddy puttin together toys all morning
he def enjoyed all of his gifts and brought smiles to many faces
i love my fatmanscoop!

I thought i met love before but i know love now,
& hes mine. =))))

The best relationships are with people who
come in your life on accident
but stay on purpose'

ATL!!!

WENT TO ATL LAST WEEKEND
HAD FUN WITH PPL I LOVE THE MOST
ALOTTA BS MOVES FORREAL.
from the waffle house wylin over ham to the most fags ive seen in my entire life
steph bustin her ass, me running into a car, g & her badd ass bday dress, tiff & her ciroc, sheeda & her late nite move (yep im hip) lls smh
the boys was chillin forreal
handing out beers to the homeless
sterling won his game too!
i had a good time tho. i love my ppls!
oh & i feel in love ;)......

reeses+sourpatch mtdew+orangesoda football+ballet.....

when the hell did i become so busy?!?!
can i be lazy again please!?!?!

FYI

@NEECHIEWAH HAS BEEN CHANGED TO @NEECHIEWAH317

DUE TO TECHNICAL DIFFICULLTIES

90SFLOW!!!

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of course she puttin on for the dmv
check out this promo video
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heyyyy

havent been blogging
ima be back real soon
back to the hw now tho!

i aint trippin on nothing....

weezy's backkkkkkkkk!

soooo

death to #doublestandards...

Kaidens first halloween

Halloween at the pumpkin patch!

Heyyy...

cuddle hormone:

oxytocin

ima be in school forever.!

im an education major. junior year. 5 yr program. i dont want to teach anymore though. i feel like im too far to change my major now plus teaching is a definent job. i decided when i finish this degree im just going to go back to school for occupational theraphy. its a 2 and a half year program for a masters degree. im so ready to start my career already! =(

1+1=2

HIGH EXPECTATIONS

=

HIGH DISAPPOINTMENT

'i dont respect you enough to expect'

*shrugs*

work hard play hard

others will not reap the benifits of my hardwork.

ALL ME!

at the end of the day all this is my responsibility.

i take responsibilty.

#singlemom

When a woman's fed up...

every one has their limit.

its only so much a person can take.

once that limit is reached you'll know...

there wont even be any other option other than walking away.

not bc you want to but bc you have to...

toast for the douchebags:

KANYE IS GENIUS!

RUNAWAY IS GENIUS!

THE VIDEO CHOREOGRAPHY IS GENIUS!

THE BALLET IS BEAUTIFUL!!!

love of my life

my life!

its crazy hes 7months already

im so grateful for all of his family (both sides), friends, and his godparents

idk what i would do without them.

his smile keeps me smiling.

♥ ♥ ♥

homecoming

homecoming was some shit!
juelz was the best part of the whole week.
yardfest was weak as hell. no wiz
concert was trash. only waka and rozay showed up.
i hate waka so much!!! i love rozay but i done seen this man perform so many times smh
no gucci no wale no chrisette.
the party. omfg! smfh! lasted all of 30 minutes. people still fight in college. juniors and seniors at that. party def got shut down.
homecoming=epicfail!
never again!

MIA

heyyy ppls! i havent blogged in a while but im back!

school, work, and kaiden keep me busy 30 hours of the day.

just had midterms and im glad to say i did GREAT on every single one!

i been studying like crazy all semester. thats all i do at work. hw and study.

gotta make that deans list!

goodbye love...

everything happens for a reason'

FYI

Im tired of making things easy for everyone else.

REDSHORTS;

Kaiden's godmommy g & auntie steph!

its crazy how much these 2 influenced my son being here today.

Steph has been there since the day of conception #nonasty lol.

Really tho. She was the first there once the scare came about.

Throughout the planb the doctors appts & delivery.

Although it wasn't much she could say to lighten the situation

or change it for what it was

she was there, wiping my every tear.

Lending her shoulder for me to lean on.

Assisting in my random food cravings (cheddar & jalapeno waffles & fried chicken from ketchup. lls amazing!!!)

& supporting me thru whatever choices i made.

Then came g.

i swear other than my parents she was the one i was most scared of telling.

i didn't tell her right away but the timing was as good as ever.

G was honest with me abt the situation & what she believed in & hoped I'd do

but never forced anything on me.

she listened & understood from both perspectives.

The most important thing she did was

convince me too talk to my parents.

If it wasn't for that phone call with her i honestly would not have talked to them.

Kaiden wouldn't be here.

I cant thank her enough.

The both of them.

For being so supportive & never judging me.

I love you both dearly & you mean the world to both me & Kaiden!

-im such a sap i just teared up writing this! lls

--& peep the title lls 'he's gonna hurt your feelings'

lol how far we've came...

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes its better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.'

Randomness at the tattoo shop

my intentions were to just get my belly ring reopened but i left with this:

& gotta new tatt

This lady was getting dermals so i just decided on the surface piercings
As for the tattoo me & my sister got matching ones.
Its a yingyang sign.
Mine is colored blue (my birthstone) & the heart is green (her birthstone)
hers is vice versa.
(colored green with a blue heart)

i wanna puppy!!!

I'll take either or the 2 =)

yorkie teacup

shitzu

i miss these days

softball'

ballet'

real quick--

i hate biting my tounge soo much!

but some things i just dont think i should have to

say or tell you

& if i do its a problem...

#thatisall

new job!

so i stareted my new job monday

ima try to not quit lol!

OPI WHORE!

MY FAVS!

SWEAR THESE THE ONLY 2 COLORS I WEAR.

Need sunglasses"

Teal the cows come home"

LOVE

the only thing i know about love is that i love YOU.

Thank You!!!

i am so blessed & thankful

things could be alot worse.

im so grateful for all the support.

At first i was hesitant as to how things would turn out. i was scared. i was extremely defensive & still am at times. i just want the best for him. & so does everyone else in his life. things are going great & they will only gonna get better =)

his happiness

=

happiness to so many others.

supposed to be HIM.

its still weird going thru all this with him when it should be HIM...

ctfu

am i the only one who hates this acronym?!

"cracking the fuc* up"

really?!

stfu please!

hypothetically of course...

stop being so closed minded!!!

JANELLE MONAE.

Its time i fought for love.

I know he'll be there waiting.

400 girls in the room

& im all he sees...

Jourdan Dunn

I LOVE HER!!!

MOMMY & BABY!

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

ALL THAT MATTERS.

MY EVERYTHING.

MY HEART.

MY WORLD.

MY JOY.

MY SON.

post baby

& shorty just had a baby in march!

lls #imjustsaying!

love or not.?

Loving someone & being used to someone are totally different but easily mistaken for one another.
sometimes were just used to being around that person
used to that person always around us
picking us up when ever we fall
catching every tear as it falls
lending a hand when ever needed
enjoying our smile just as much as we do ourselves
a shoulder to cry on
a friend to count on .
Perhaps
someone we grew up with
a teenage love affair
a partner in crime
a ride or die
our righthand
our ace.
This could very well be our true love...but it could also be someone were just used to...

broke up for a reason

"we broke up for a reson"

a bullshi* line ppl used to hide their feelings

im guilty...but whatever works right?!

IT COULD ALL BE SO EASY;

if you want things to change do things differently.
you cant do better if you dont change what you've been doing.
simple as that.

who are you?!

so there was this guy right
a friend or w.e.
slight intrest nothing too serious
but anywho he was very diff than most dudes
didnt watch sports
didnt play sports
didnt party too much
& had problems expressing love
wierd but him.
but my has dude changed.
hes now a die heart sports fan
& throws around the L word so easy!
its crazy bc i know thats not him
but hey maybe i opened him up
taught him a few things lol
i'll take the credit...
long as hes happy
i am =)

finals!!!

so ima lakers fan
team kobe & gasol
i love them
so far were 2-2 with the gay celtics
but no worries we will win the ship
kobe will have his 5th ring!

IUD

So i recently got my iud
its a contraceptive that is put in the uterus
i cant get pregnant for 7 yrs now!
i can get it removed if i want though

i was really scared to get it (i watched videos on youtube)
but it was nothing quick n painless
def worth it
no more babies!

new tattoo

ooo i gotta new tattoo today

its a 4 leaf clover butterfly wit kai's name

i got it bc i had him on st patricks day

its #8 so im done now

no more tattoos.

im backkkk

heyyy!


ive been mia for a while now


hence the new baby


kai keeps me busy.

kai will be 3 months on thursday. time is flying


he got his shots last month. i cried =(


hes soooo big now @ chocolatey lol


he smiles & laughs now


hes spolied too


but hes a good boy though


such a mommas boy already


i love him!

KAIDEN'S HERE!!!!

yepppp i had my baby last week 317 st patricks day

labor was crazy!!!

but it was worth it

never been this happy before

my life has so much more of a purpose now

Kaiden Xavier Bowie

31710.

nicknames?!?!?

okay so im do in 4 weeks

i already have my whole name picked out

but i cant think of a nickname

Kaiden Xavier-Daniel B.

any ideas???!!!!

bff baby boy

so my bestfriend had her baby boy wednesday feburary 23, 2010

Keion Tyree

hes adorable!!!!

KAIDEN

my baby boy will be here in six more weeks
34 weeks today
so ready for him to be here!
baby shower saturday
wooohooo its almost over!!!

jus a reminder

i dont curse forreal
maybe in a txt on fb or twitter
but no slip ups forreal.

i dont mind other ppl cursin i mean thats really not my concern nor my business
but what i do mind is ppl cursin AT ME!
callin me a BIT** will never be acceptable EVER!

watch what you say #imjustsayin...

jus cause

is one wrong worse than the next?

a wrong is a wrong no matter what but some are just easier to face.

forgetting what size she wears vs forgetting her bday BIG DIFFERENCE.




we've been thru our ups and downs

good times & bad times

& still managed to hold on

never walking away



but i get it though...

i understand your feelings are hurt.

i couldnt even imagine how i would feel.
but you accepting it means everything.

to still have you around
being there for me
giving me all your love
is all i could ask for.

so lucky to have you
cant imagine it any other way.
i love you babe.
forever & ever.

geez!

i wish i was more comfortable with this situation

like im completly accepting of it i mean i dnt have a choice

but damn i really wish i was the least bit comfortable wit it

but hey ima jus perfect being fake about it all for >HIM<

cause he's all that matters. Kaiden!

30 weeks

7 months & counting
so the date is def getting close
im def getting scared
def getting fatter ughhhh :/
added another name again
Kaiden Xavier-Daniel B.

1-15-09

okay so january 15 is a great day for a few reasons
my sisters bday
its friday!!!
but best of all my gma is relocating to va!!!!

im too siced for her to leave but trust i have my reasons
old ppl are annoying but she takes to a whole nother level
like shes never been in my life never been a granmother to me
but i mean she coulda fixed it, attempted to make some type of relationship
like she does no grandmother things never bakes applepies for me or nothing
like i know that prolly sound petty but idc she jus hasnt proven herself as a gma to me
i tried but hey thats life
i dnt blame her though
she dont know how to be a mom
so being a gma has to be crazy for her
so tomorrow will be complete joy for me =)

rain leads to rainbows..

If you can learn 2 appreciate the rain, u will ABSOLUTELY love the rainbow!!!

i love this qoute its not mine though all revrun<<<

i can relate to this in so many ways
@ times things may seem like there at there worst but eventually things will get better and the rainbow will soon shine!

god never gives you more than you can handle

@ the end of the day it'll be worth everything you went thru it