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Saturday, August 28, 2010


Im tired of making things easy for everyone else.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Kaiden's godmommy g & auntie steph!
its crazy how much these 2 influenced my son being here today.
Steph has been there since the day of conception #nonasty lol.
Really tho. She was the first there once the scare came about.
Throughout the planb the doctors appts & delivery.
Although it wasn't much she could say to lighten the situation
or change it for what it was
she was there, wiping my every tear.
Lending her shoulder for me to lean on.
Assisting in my random food cravings (cheddar & jalapeno waffles & fried chicken from ketchup. lls amazing!!!)
& supporting me thru whatever choices i made.
Then came g.
i swear other than my parents she was the one i was most scared of telling.
i didn't tell her right away but the timing was as good as ever.
G was honest with me abt the situation & what she believed in & hoped I'd do
but never forced anything on me.
she listened & understood from both perspectives.
The most important thing she did was
convince me too talk to my parents.
If it wasn't for that phone call with her i honestly would not have talked to them.
Kaiden wouldn't be here.
I cant thank her enough.
The both of them.
For being so supportive & never judging me.
I love you both dearly & you mean the world to both me & Kaiden!
-im such a sap i just teared up writing this! lls
--& peep the title lls 'he's gonna hurt your feelings'
lol how far we've came...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes its better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.'

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Randomness at the tattoo shop

my intentions were to just get my belly ring reopened but i left with this:

& gotta new tatt

This lady was getting dermals so i just decided on the surface piercings
As for the tattoo me & my sister got matching ones.
Its a yingyang sign.
Mine is colored blue (my birthstone) & the heart is green (her birthstone)
hers is vice versa.
(colored green with a blue heart)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

i wanna puppy!!!

I'll take either or the 2 =)
yorkie teacup


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

i miss these days


real quick--

i hate biting my tounge soo much!
but some things i just dont think i should have to
say or tell you
& if i do its a problem...

Monday, August 2, 2010

new job!

so i stareted my new job monday
ima try to not quit lol!


Need sunglasses"
Teal the cows come home"