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Monday, July 27, 2009

my loves

So i want some new uggs i like the pink ones like these but the black ones too so idk i'll take either.......

OooEmmGee i so LOVE ^^^ this ring^^^ so much i want it!!!

Friday, July 24, 2009

i found this paper about me when i searched my name on google

So i found this paper about me when i searched my name on google i knew this girl in like the sixth grade and havent talked to her since its kinda funny though:

Melissa Belk
7th period


In the September of 2001, I was eleven years old, and the most frightening thought in my mind was of beginning middle school. I would be attending Graham Park Middle School in the fall, and I didn’t know what I was going to do with all those classes and all those teachers and all those people. I was scared of being overwhelmed and lost in the crowd. I was very shy, but I knew that if I made just one new friend, that I would be alright. Thankfully, during the first week I met Kennycia Harriston. Kennycia had just moved to the county and was as nervous as I was about being in a new school; we became each others support and confidant. For whatever reason, I felt like I could tell her all my fears about my academics and my place in this seemingly huge school, and she told me everything about where she used to live and how life was so different in Virginia. We were very young, but we connected immediately and became best friends.
Kennycia was my first best friend. I had friends, but I valued none more then the rest. With Kennycia, I needed her more then I needed my other friends. I felt that she “got” in a way no one else did. We loved talking on the phone and our favorite hang out was the Cavalier skating rink in Stafford. However, as the months passed, we discovered things we didn’t like about each other. I learned that Kennycia could be very mean spirited and bossy she would constantly say things that hurt my feelings. For example, one time in our science class, I remember Kennycia asking me to get her textbook for her in a rude tone.
“I am working could you just get it yourself,” I asked.
“Melissa, please,” Kennycia begged.
“Fine,” I then walked to the shelves, but I could not see hers any where so I went back to my seat.
“I didn’t see it,” I told Kennycia.
“What! Are you kidding me, it was right in front of your face!”
“Well I couldn’t find it,”
“Oh my God you’re so stupid,” I felt like Kennycia disrespected me by the way she spoke to me. Also, she realized I didn’t have a lot of time for her and couldn’t dedicate my whole life to our friendship. Kennycia would get extremely angry when we couldn’t hang out and it showed me how selfish she was, and that she didn’t really care about me.
Eventually Kennycia and I grew apart, but we grew up, too. I learned a lot from Kennycia, I realized I couldn’t let people take advantage of me or walk all over me. I was still very grateful to Kennycia for her friendship that year; I don’t know what I would have done without her. Our friendship meant a lot to me, but when we stopped being friends, I was able to finally see myself as an individual and focus on my own needs, not the needs of others. To this day, I am extremely proud that I am not one of the “crowd,” I am Melissa. I’m unique, and I found that out through the friendship, Kennycia and I had.

>>>Lol i am so not mEan & BoSSy<<<

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Friday, July 17, 2009

yellow roses w/ red tips.....

so this is my favorite rose/flower. a yellow rose with red tips. feelings and emotions are expressed through flowers. ever flower as well as its color has a meaning. a rose means love, passion, and/or perfection. a single rose is normally sent with a note. white normally saying im sorry, black saying its OVER, red being being a message of love and so on. a thorn-less rose means love at first sight. two roses intertwined mean marriage proposal. Dead Roses always mean its OVER. /thats tough i'd be in my feelings if a dude gave me dead roses lol/ a dozen of roses mean there are dozens of ways i care for you. two dozen roses means i think about you 24 hours of the day. red, yellow, pink, and white roses are the most common. red of course mean love respect and compassion. yellow means friendship and caring. pink roses mean affection flirtation and admiration. white roses symbolize truth and innocence; worth of. a yellow rose with red tips signifies friendship falling in love.
^^^i want some of these!!!^^^

Thursday, July 16, 2009

so theres this guy......

so this dude...his names S.C.S..... i met him at this party for a dude i used to talk >ironic< and my friend talk to his LB. He's pretty cool kinda like the perfect one or whatever. well maybe not perfect, perfection cant be achieved but the "right" guy. everything and everyone has their flaws. i accept his;he accept mines. He's funny, intellectual, talented, & patient. but hes a different type of guy though definitely not the average. like its just something about him or everything about him that interests me. idk its wierd because i wasnt expecting it to go this way. but i kinda lost control. & now its at the point where everything is all confusing. like i like him ALOT. i love him or but idk im jus so confused about what i want. like i dont know if im ready or not. i honestly think i'll mess it up. >its not always RainBowS &and ButtErFliEs its CoMpromiSe< maroon5. like i dont know if im ready to be in a relationship right now with so many distractions. like i dont want to take the risk of ruining everything between us like even as jus friends but i dont want to miss out on something so awesome. idk what do say or think.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

my names kennycia & im impulsive: lol

So basically im just trying something new out.
Another reason to be on the computer all day.

so life gets more confusing day by day. I'm learning new things about myself. like how impulsive i am. i like to do what ever i want to when ever i want to. sometimes i act upon my emotions. i get whatever i want allllll the time. i randomly get piercings and tattoos. one day i said i wanted my lip pierced, got it pieced the next day. i cut n dye my hair whenever i get bored. i have seven tattoos most of them UNplanned. so now im seeing how me being impulsive can jeopardize and even ruin certain things in my life.....well not really only when i decide im ready for a relationship. lol but honestly all in all i dont have a problem with me be quote on quote impulsive. my lifes fun. i enjoy it one hundred percent. if i wasnt "impulsive" as i am i think my life would SUCK! of course being impluse has its faults but we all make mistakes.
my names Kennycia, and im impulsive

lol. i love my life....oh btw LIP RINGS GONE NOW after like only a month i kinda want it back =(