love in love or just lust???

knowing the difference between the three, love, lust, and being in love saves alot of unnecessary heartbreak. the differences are major although sometimes one may lead to the other. me myself, ive been in love once. my ex. loving someone is simply a natural care for that person. love is an emotional attachment. this love can be between friends family or pets. we all love and ive loved many times. im a naturally caring person and to me love its simply caring for someone beyond measures. having alot of love for that person. nothing more nothing less. you love someone because of how you feel, your in love with someone because of how they make you feel. just because you love someone doesnt mean your in love with them. it may seem cliche but when your in love you just know. sometimes you cant even answer as to why your in love with that person. its just because he makes you happy, the devotion to always be there for that person, and no matter what love them for who they are. an infatuation. you never second guess that fact that your in love you feel it each and every day. no one makes you happier. if for some reason the relationship doesnt work and you move on you will always love that person and continue to be there for them. being in love forms unbreakable bonds. lust is being strongly attracted to that person physically or emotionally. when you like someone alot. lust sometimes leads to love which can then lead to falling in love but lust and love can fade away where as if your are/were in love the love will always remain. its too easy to walk away...i may have lost the one i love, my crush/lust, but the one person i feel in love with is still there and i love him for that...

damn thats tough...

okay so when you mess up does that mean you have to sit back and take it when someone does the same?
like i kno i fucked up and i admit it but wtf can i do now? i cant do anything im pregnant im having a baby in march i cant change it.
but its like when/ if you love someone like truely love someone you dont move on within hours, days, nor weeks. it takes time. how the hell do you have a new future in a week like are you serious??? n i kno if you love someone you wouldnt hurt them n im so regretful sorry and remorseful for doing so but it still remains that i cant do anything about it. ive been through the long term relationship i know how it is to be hurt/get hurt n still love that person. its not easy to let go of something if you really fell that way about them. working through hard times only makes relationships stronger. but who wants to look dumb right?

im pregnant.

sooo i recently found out im pregnant. SHOCKER. def wayyy unexpected. at first i had no idea what to do. i felt like i had no options other than abortion. i was afraid to go to my parents because of the dissapointment i had caused. i felt like i could jus deal wit it alone and be done with. as time went on it got harder and harder. i needed my family. i finally decided to talk to them. it was tough at first, of course they were angry, but they were there. my mother told me what ever decision i made I would have to live with it forever, no matter what decision it would change my life forever, and that no matter what she'd be there. i went to the doctor and got an ultrasound. i saw my baby, i saw the heartbeat, i saw the life inside of me. i cried at the thoughts of killing my baby. every life deserves a chance. its my actions that placed me in this situation so now its time to be responsible. relationships with some ppl have changed some for the better some for worse. at the end of the day everthing happens for a reason and god wouldnt put us through something we couldnt handle. i cant worry about anyone but my child now. guess im another teen statistic. taking a negative and making it into a positive. my baby will be here march 28 and i cant wait. hope i have a boy...